first week of school only and im already falling asleep in spec dip lessons although we have a new lecturer and lessons are rather interesting sometimes. :X. then i keep thinking about raul gonzalez in uccd lesson. guess what? argentians speak spanish! ahaha. fiona knocked my head literally and asked if my brain is made up of cotton candy. and gems was boring! mans! the lecturer looks like seetoh! someone even clapped at the end of his lesson. now i can understand why people say that dmc's year 2 sem 2 is the most boring sem of all. theres no lesson in studio! *pouts. guess the only thing that rocks is the ability to have 13 hours of sleep on thursdays! oh! and my banana prata! i shall stop complaining but i cant deny that school turned a lil dreadful right from the first week. and its only the first week. :X.

oh someone, please bring back my tv to mi.

thanks. if miracles do happen. 8 weeks.

this isnt love. we might as well be strangers.

dont bring mi up and down or twirl mi around.

when the flowers gaze at you.

so dance floor is over. i was attached to ing how and yes, hes nice. he feels a lil bit like douglas: golden-streaked hair and wears yellow cap all the time. even his perfume smells like what douglas has. ha! pardon mi, but douglas was the first producer i was attached to afterall. :). but i was super tired on both days though. and reported late because i dilly-dallied despite the fact that i overslept. aha. imagine 8 hours of sleep are still not enough for mi. i wonder how i am going to survive school days. anyway, i miss idol!! thought that idol was much more fun than this. :X.

and anyhow! my butt and knees are still hurting after the ice-skating session with clique on friday. blue-blacks are still there. and my thighs and arms ache too. that might be a good thing though. aching means that ive used much strength in those areas. and that suggests fats are being trained to be muscles again! yes yes! i shall keep my body in shape after 2 years without dance!

i'll pretend not to see it and walk away.

i...
understood?
better not.
courtesy maybe.
i dont wish to contemplate further.

and so i said good things never last long enough.
the brain receives the wrong signal and we perceive the wrong message.
is this the place that ive been dreaming of.

gems registration made mi wake up and go back to sleep for 2 days. 2 days. my 12-14 hours of sleep is gone like that. *yawns. im darn sleepy now. but going out with clique later! yays. :).

school's starting in 3 more days. 3 months of claire ng and andrew ang without any break in between. and no more rajan. i cant imagine. :X. and yes, timetable sharks. ben, eric and camilla were laughing at mi the other day. their timetable ends early while mine ends at 6,6,1,5,5, from monday to friday. not much difference from last semester actually, except that there are no more 3 hours break now. thank goodness. and maybe the good thing is i can catch up with my sleep on thursdays since school starts at 2 and so i can afford to wake up at 12. if say i sleep at 11 on wednesday nights and wake up at 12 on thursday? wooo! 13 hours of sleep! *grins.

i wonder, maybe say 70 people are online in your msn list every day but you only see 20. i wonder.

out to celebrate fiona's birthday today. met up with jia ying an entire hour later because i wasn't done preparing fiona's presents. went to j8 with fiona first to meet garyson and he passed us presents. my birthday present. thanks garyson! :). then went to orchard before heading to citylink for dinner at new york. yes, by the time we reached orchard was already almost 5 and it was 6.30 when we reached city hall. was planting my surprise for fiona at new york though it didnt turn out very much as a surprise, but a sweet thing instead. hope those presents as well as the powerpoint presentation made your day. happy birthday fiona! aha. then saw terry walking past and i waved to him. he is working as a cisco guard for imf! of all positions, a cisco guard! he looks more like a rebellious korean school boy instead. ahaha. then after we left new york, terry sticked with us for a stroll outside. wanted to go to esplanade, but the shortest route was blocked. in the end we were just walking towards raffles mrt, while passing by esplanade. but if we had known we would have stayed half an hour later. heard that there was fireworks. anyhow, hope fiona enjoyed her day! :).

a levels prelims is over for some! :). yays. and my aunt is having operation tml. :X. but i know that she will be fine. :).

when i felt that something special which i regarded as my belonging had been taken away by others, this sentence came across my mind. i might have heard it somewhere before:
things that you love cant be taken away from you as long as you keep them in your heart. :).

wooo. stacie orrico rocks. together with electrico, nickelback, 3 doors down, snow patrol, keane and the list goes on!

why would i go on a search again
when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting mi?
i made a promise never to settle
why didnt i keep it
cause i hated the heartbreak
crying and cheating, the fooling around.
but im not missing you
im not going through the motions
waiting and hoping you call mi
im not missing you
you might have had mi open
but i must be going because
i got life to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see you gone
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing
im not missing you.
i guess love will be nice for someone else's life.

woke up with a song repeating continuously in my head. i'll be walking away. ive no idea who sang it and why it was there.

mom said that we might be flying to japan and taiwan for holidays this year. and so since the next term break is like only 3 weeks, most probably i will be away for christmas. had an indescribable feeling. didnt want to be away for that occasion. somehow christmas holds a special meaning to mi. and ive no idea why too.

actually had a talk with fiona last night. we were discussing about relationships and marriages. i thought that marriage should be ever so wonderful when i was young. the effect of fairytales on small lil naive kids who have never seen the cruelty of harsh reality. then again, that was when i was young. the idea of getting married scares mi now. how would you ever know if he is the one? it is not as if there is a definition for us to judge and follow accordingly to find out if he is the right guy. it is not as if there would be any tell-tale signs. what if he gets into an extramarital affair? i seem very certain about the answer and the decision i would make there and then. but what if we have kids? these are the reasons why i changed my mind about wanting to get married at the age of 24. miracles? yes, i do believe that it happens, but believing that it will happen to mi is another thing. i dont think i have done enough good deeds to deserve even one in my life. have i?

thinking about these stuffs when im just 18. duh.

i came across a fallen tree
i felt the branches of it looking at mi
is this the place we used to love
is this the place that ive been dreaming of.

feeling a lil lousy. actually a lil more than a lil.

was telling angela and fiona at pasta mania today regarding THAT email. guess what? i was blushing like mad! and the colour of my face was comparably to that of the tomato sauce i was eating! ive no idea why! like, i hardly blush? the last time i blushed was probably in sec 3 or sec 4. *shy shy. lols. but yes! im waiting for a levels prelims to be over and i shall clarify my thoughts! ahaha. :P.

sat by the river at esplanade with fiona because angela gotta go home and we were talking funny stuffs -- some secretary flirting with her boss in the maybank building; an assassin climbing down the oub building with people looking up, thinking he is spiderman! like mission impossible? LOLS. then when we saw ripples in the sea out of nowhere, we were thinking whether its dolphin, whale, shark, or godzilla. so funny and lame can! ahaha. we shall go there before school reopens again! :).

good things never last long enough.
those three words
are said too much
they're not enough.

yay. Yay. YAY!!

right before i checked my results in the morning, i saw THAT email. my response was 'ahahahaha!!' and fiona was saying over the phone 'ehh, sharon ah, you haven even checked your results. what are you so happy about? need to be so happy or not?'. aha. im still wondering why for the sudden email though. :X.

anyhow, results were out at 1am, sent to mi email. when i was still on bed thinking about fiona's present and getting excited over it. how hard she'll laugh when she opens the present. she says im xi xin. aha. and yes fiona, you can consider it as there is more than 1 present. ;). anyhow, both fiona and jia ying called mi 13 times and i still didnt hear the vibration and happily fell asleep. having so many people thinking about mi at 2am in the morning. *grins.
and so i called her first thing in the morning before i even brushed my teeth. results was a minor improvement from last semester but i dont know if i can get into a local university with it. i dont think so. called my mom and i was fretting over it. she was telling mi not to go overseas university. but i really want to get into a university. how?

will you send postcards and letters to mi when you are away.

lucks lucks lucks for prelims to my clique, 4e6 ppl, 6a ppl and those who know mi!! :):). *grins.

i cant help but smile. :).

have i really became stronger and more matured?

my dreams are weird. 2 dreams last night revolving around 2 different persons. the first one is, hahaha. nice enough to make me go smiling for the rest of the day. :). the second one is what i dont want to remember. but why do i keep dreaming of stuffs i dont want to remember. :(. my colourful day becomes not so colourful already.

it seems a bit weird, a lil funny. i said i felt that before the end of this year we'll all find someone. a feeling i think will be wrong. an intuition that wont be true. but look what happened. :). im glad! left mi and zoe le. still, the feeling should be wrong.

anyhow! today's great. guess what i did. slacked at fiona's house watching meteor garden! of all shows, that f4 drama! lols. i like her dog though. ahaha. then dinner with fiona's brother, oscar, was funny can! hes quite children kinda. i mean, he is a kid. haha. then he laughed at mi, some of the silly things i did and said. hmph. but never mind! i love smiling and making people smile! :).

kinda random. that day back at zhonghua was probably one of the happiest days in my life. ive never smiled that widely, that happily in my life for such a long time. somethings are better left imagined than for it to happen. somethings are good enough already although and even if its all imagination. :).

i don wanna run away, but i cant take it i don understand.
if im not made for you then why does my heart tell mi that i am.

how long has it been. when was the last time i went there. too long that i cant remember how much time had passed. too long that i almost forgot the attachment and love. what a weird word to describe, love. but time cant wash away the memories. ironic thing is i didnt want to go there initially on friday. i shall go there more often now. :).

is this the place that ive been dreaming of.

every song has its story to tell. and to mi, every song represents a certain happening of an event, some activity, a particular day, or a person.

Sharon Lim -- greedy but easily contented; rational but impulsive; speak a lot but quiet; believe in things completely but have doubts running through the mind; think a lot but choose not to think at all; simple but complicated. to put it simply, im a total contradictory.
BUT I LOVE SMILING! :).

.andrew.
.andri.
.angela.
.bee fang.
.cheng wei.
.clarise.
.edwin.
.eric.
.farah.
.faye.
.felix.
.hong jin.
.hui qing.
.izyana.
.jason.
.jasmine.
.juan hui.
.kevin.
.kinho.
.kwang wei.
.li xuan.
.li yun.
.malcolm.
.marcus.
.nurul.
.pearly.
.stella.
.timothy.
.ting xuan.
.yanda.
.ying xia.
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